Tuesday, August 5, 2014

spiritual emergency

notes from the book 
"Spiritual Emergency:  When Personal Transformation Becomes a Crisis" 
by Stanislaw Grof

The Kundalini creates the universe out of her own being, and it is she herself who becomes this universe.  She becomes all the elements of the universe and enters into all the different forms that are around us.  She becomes the sun, the moon, the stars, and fire, to illuminate the cosmos which she creates.  ~Swami Muktananda  "Kundalini:  The Secret of Life"

The pain resulted not from the process itself, but from her resistance to it.  Disturbances seen are not pathological, but rather therapeutic.

Those who behave well and keep silent may avoid being called insane, schizophrenic, hospitalized, sedated.  But their isolation may cause much suffering.  Though confused, fearful, and disoriented, are already undergoing a therapy from within, far superior to any else.

Sometimes the process initiated by spiritual emergency simply enhances the quality of existence by healing various emotional, psychological, and physical problems, or by leading to a better self acceptance.  Because of these changes, the capacity to enjoy daily life increases considerably.




Sunday, August 3, 2014

i should come out and play


Trying to remember everything I want to remember from reiki today, now that I'm home.  2 hours of everything I want to learn.  If I only remember one thing, it's divine love, trust the process.  I already know what I need to know.

And my meaning of life needs to be... I am yummy.  safe.  divine. loved.  love.  joy.  alive. that's all that matters.  The head stuff is just filler, white noise, distraction.



Play now.  swing.  laugh.  barefoot.  silly happy.   love first.  think later.  open the windows.  sing.     Really.

Let the walls down, swing open the gates, accept love.  accept life.  no need for walls now, I am safe. I am home now.  Let in the breeze, moonlight, stardust, butterflies, flower petals, love, let it flitter and float in, heal me.  I am airy, light, fluid, dew drops, morning sun, fairy wings, snot bubbles and all.


Epiphany--  if I come undone while the doors are open, I should come out and play.